5 more???

Uh.

I was so happy when portfolio is done. Then..

*My ringtone*

'Uh. Hello?'
'Good morning, this is calling from Lasalle SIA, are you Dharfianto?'
'Yeah?'
'Oh. its just that we need to ask you a few things about your porfolio.'
'Alright. what is it?'

*Series of qustions asked*

'Okay. can i have you sketch another 5 more pieces or work? let's say.. by monday?'
'.......'
'Hello?'
'Oh.. okay. sure. sure.'

Damn it! Just when i thought its over!

And tomorrow's the deadline.

Geez.

Real life sketches. i'm not a born artist! noone can save me now..

Chain-linked!

Wow. amazing. connections in my house!

Haha. but, i can't go online. that's like a kamikaze! hmm.. its been 5 days since i submitted my portfolio. gee. that long? i can't believe this!

Heh.

Can't sleep well last night. thinking and thinking and so much thinking. things aren't going so well these days. or rather. it's been years. ever since i graduated, i should say.

Something feels wrong. i don't know how to say this. but, its just not right. it's kinda about a person in school. well. maybe i should get the facts straight first.

Look.

Hmm..

Maybe next time..

Oh ya. my chain-link post to be passed on.


HERE I GO!!

Instructions
Write 10 things that you wish you can have. it can be anything. yes. ANYTHING. Let me give you an example.

Eg. 'I wish that i can have a voice like Jay Zhou's!

OR

'I wish that i can have a nose like Jackie Chan's!

Understood?

Heh.

You must mention specifically who's whatever you wanna have!

Here goes mine!

1. I wish that i have voice like Jason Mraz's.
2. I wish that i have dancing skils like Wilber Pan or Wade Robson!
3. I wish that i could play the piano like Jay Zhou!
4. I wish that i could have Avril Lavigne singing 'Girlfriend' to me!
5. I wish that i could have nice ang moh accent like Colby Miller or Shan Wee!
6. I wish to be a director as famous as Steven Spielberg or George A Romero!
7. I wish that i have physique like any big big big buffed dude!
8. I wish that i could be as rich as the Hiltons!
9. I wish that i can play the guitar like Teddy Geiger!
0. I wish to have hair like anyone on earth with soft manageable hair!!

That's all! and i pass this onto 8 people.
They're.. Tzehui! Frans! Bixia! Xingjian! Caiyan! Shuqin! Alan! Aaron!

Good luck!

Portfolio? Dedication to the greatest friend.

Gee. I wanna wish frans another hapy birthday! sorry dude. didn't have time to post it on punctually. haha. you'll forgive me isn't?

Wow. finally, something worthy is done. haha. i meant my portfolio. thanks to weijie! all the time you've spent even though it's not your obligation! you seemed more excited than me too!

You maybe the most professional pilot ever, but you're a great friend!

If i can, i would present you with a ring, kneel down and ask for your hand in marriage! but! I ain't gay and Jasmine told me gay marriage is not allowed in Singapore! Aww. What a pity. LOL.

Cool. i'm gonna post some of the worjs here next time. it's awesome. seriously. all the photos and stuff. really appreciated your help, Mr.Ang!

Haha.

But. haha. in return for this magnificent pieces of work, i skipped a day full of classes. well. it's not even the first time.

Who cares about the balanced budget multipier when Lasalle SIA is recruiting students!!

Heh. bet Aaron agrees with me.

Anyway, cheer up Aaron! yeah you, Mr.Lurie!

Terribly awful.

Its supposed to be fun. Everything. our last night together at someone's house. Opportunities aren't going to come easily after today.

Anyway. Thanks for the invitation though peilingg.

Appreciated it a great deal.

Geez.

Going off.

What mood swing now.

Its the 12th of April!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANG BIXIA!

19 YEARS OLD ALREADY!!

SO OLD!

WAHAHAHAHAHA!

MUHAHAHAAH!

OH! DON'T SLAM ME PLEASE! WHOAA!!

OKAY THEN!!

I'M OUTTA HERE!!!

My despair.

Climbing my way up the stairs, thinking.

Sitting and staring out of the window, thinking.

On my bed, preparing to sleep, still thinking.

Oh. if i happen to just fall and break something, it wouldn't really matter, right? i have lost everything.

A huge part of my me seems to be in pieces, and they can't be put together. It will be a futile effort. a total waste.

This is no good.

That's what i have been thinkin these days. at the very least, i have come to my senses now. it's all over. and all this feels like a dream. a very long dream.

I was tired. i was afraid. i was unworthy.

But, that's the end to that.

I've stood up again, like what i promised. please do no worry, because things will still be the same. and its again like what i promised.

Powder form

I'm totally powdered.

Garderner, vacuum me.

Put me in a urn, and store me away.

Movie marathon.

Movies marathon.

Stay Alive.

The killer game that kills the player. heh. cool right? wait. you don't get it, don't you?

Let me explain abit more.

This video game called 'Stay Alive' was played by a bunch of kiddos who got bored of their lives. They play and play and play.

Then, oh! so sad! game over! my character got killed! got stabbed in the neck!

Couple of hours later. oh i'm dead with a knife down my neck.

Get it? no? oh get outta here!

Oh you did? good. good. that's very impressive of you! I must oresent you an award. but next time okay? hmm. le's say this coming year 3000.

Yeah. yeah. see you then!